9/30/2011
I've been slowly becoming sadder with each passing day, I can feel myself slipping back into that hole.
It's such a devastating feeling that I know I can't control, the feeling of being at the bottom of a well and water just keeps dumping on you until you can't breathe. I don't know why today is the day that I suddenly broke down in tears with no explanation. A few weeks ago crying was the furthest thing from my mind. I was tolerant of where my life was at the moment, but by no means satisfied. I just want to disappear. Writing helps a lot though....
